____xX LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM AND NOT FOR WHO I WAS..COS NOW IM WASTED.. Xx____
~`♥ AzaleA's Pr0fiLe
AzaleA...a flower
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So Attached..
Not Lookin..
but Always Courted and Lusted..
Pretty,sweet,tactful...
~`♥ AzaleA LiKeS
foods music company hearing the strums of the guitar criticising ( but i dun lack praisal though)
the moon,the sun,the sky trees,unique leaves,the smell of the rain...and yea..the clapping sound of the thunder
~`♥ AzaleA HaTeS
how the time moves so fast
cockroaches
bad odour
~`♥ AzaleA WiShEs
new hp
new mp3
lots of money
to know the future..
to know in what state will i end my life...
The Terrorist In Me.. Actually, i was not totally surprised when i heard news from seberang tambak (included also in the seberang tambak's khutbah Jumaat) to boycott barangan belanda. Watching that short film via YouTube, i could sense a premonition of impending danger worldwide. I just felt that it will be injustice to punish the whole DUtch community just because one dutch politician decided to grunt like a pig and eat his own shit, instead of acting like a human being. In a mini discussion i had with a multiplier contact, http://kingkapak.multiply.com/journal/item/38/Boikot_Barangan_Buatan_Belanda?replies_read=52, many would have thought that the Dutch community (or the kafiruns ) sided him and agree to what they see.But the fact is, he failed to successfully negotiate a transmission of the film with any Dutch television station, thus he has to create his own website.Although his intention of releasing the film was subsequently suspended, he managed to leak it all out (thanks to the cyber world..) and successfully create anguish amongst religion.
It reminds me of a song that i know, exploring the idea of the word 'terrorist'. Though, in some parts of this song to me, it somehow talked about infidelity, here is how the singer intrepreted the song. Tori Amos said, "There is a song called The Power of Orange Knickers that really kind of . So I put on a pair of orange knickers one morning and I decided if I am going to stalk the idea of a terrorist without having an idea of what one was then I am going to need my orange knickers. And as I started to walk over to the piano I started to think about words that rhymed with 'terrorist' and the song kept drawing me in, and drawing me in deeper and deeper and deeper and it said yes it is easy to see the enemy if it is in another country. It's easy to see the enemy in another culture. Find the enemy in your own culture. Then find the enemy in your own being. And she's there. We all have this part of ourselves that will choose to obliterate an idea instead of negotiating with it, because it takes great skill to negotiate with ideas, it doesn't take a lot of skill to obliterate, unfortunately. It doesn't sound like this one the record, but just alone here with us the essence is (plays orange knickers). ..and it goes on and I began to understand how the opposites, if they don't have understanding and a respect for one another, and hold it into balance, then the whole thing begins to bring chaos." -- Tori; The Beekeeper Limited Edition Bonus DVD
To me it means that, we now know that he is that 'terrorist' that tried to buat kacau, made us muslims do silly things like interfering with the politics. Boycotting the Dutch, hatred towards kafiruns, wanting the kafiruns to suffer loss.. without realising, that this is not the right attitude we muslims have to potray.We have to be more civilised. We shouldn't judge other people. We can't have this feeling of hatred towards other beings. Other than the culprit cos it is not right to punish all just because ada segelintir khinzir yang bertopengkan manusia.And because of what that piggy had done, we muslims start to berpecah belah, each having their own emotional ways of reacting, some even started to create enemies, others wanting to fight, be it the pondan way, ie via blogging or the braver way like hurling stones at the Dutch houses they pass by.(Or the more outspoken ones will hurl stones at Flying Dutchman himself..) So in whatever ways, i just hope, we all still know where we stand. We have long strayed away from being a true muslim, i dun have to point it out in what ways. Reflect ourself and find the terrorist' in us.
But hey, if u see Geert Wilders in the wild..its okay to hurl stones at him... the terrorist in me says so..