____xX LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM AND NOT FOR WHO I WAS..COS NOW IM WASTED.. Xx____
~`♥ AzaleA's Pr0fiLe
AzaleA...a flower
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So Attached..
Not Lookin..
but Always Courted and Lusted..
Pretty,sweet,tactful...
~`♥ AzaleA LiKeS
foods music company hearing the strums of the guitar criticising ( but i dun lack praisal though)
the moon,the sun,the sky trees,unique leaves,the smell of the rain...and yea..the clapping sound of the thunder
~`♥ AzaleA HaTeS
how the time moves so fast
cockroaches
bad odour
~`♥ AzaleA WiShEs
new hp
new mp3
lots of money
to know the future..
to know in what state will i end my life...
Love me Allah...Cos i wanna see the Prophet.. When i read... ..about how Nabi Muhammad SAW diuji dengan keyatiman bila bapa beliau meninggal dunia saat beliau masih janin,I thank Allah that my father is still alive to see my kids grow. Eventhough we had really tough times, REALLY tough times at home under one roof, i believe i will never be happier not knowing, or seeing my father, not feeling his touch, even as a child.I pray for his health and longevity...
When i read... ..about how Nabi Muhammad SAW diuji dengan kelaparan sejak usia dini..masih kecil, Alhamdulillah, my tummy is always full.Sometimes tend to overeat, even worst, hutang puasa waktu remaja masih belum terbayar. Suka makan tapi jarang bersyukur.. When i read... ..about how Nabi Muhammad SAW dewasa dengan kematian si ibu, i pondered and thought about how i sia-sia kan pengorbanan my mum. I remembered throwing tantrums at her, then not talking to her, deliberately slicing her heart to pieces when i turned my back on her and just leaved her. Though she did not seem to care, i know it hurts. I know it hurts..
I know i'm a hypocrite whenever i talk about religion. But the truth is, I just dun understand me... I know Allah. I love Allah and as a muslim i have to obey him.
But, nothing seems to work.
As a muslim, i know Nabi Muhammad SAW. I love Allah's Messenger and as a muslim, i know i have to follow his ways. But..
I hope, by remembering this date, 12 Rabiulawal, i will be pardon of some of the sins i did in the past, present or future. I hope, by reading about him, it will open up my heart and mind, to be a better muslim, Insyaallah.
I hope, dengan berselawat ke atas Nabi SAW, instead of just appreciating just music, will cleanse the humongous dirt in my heart, purifying it.
Love me Allah..let me be amongst the good. Cos i really wanna see him. I wanna see my dear Nabi Muhammad ( and especially Nabi Yusof..hehehe ) and all the para2 Nabi in the hereafter.
Make it possible..
i know its like an ant trying to reach the peak of Mount Everest..
..about how Nabi Muhammad SAW diuji dengan keyatiman bila bapa beliau meninggal dunia saat beliau masih janin,I thank Allah that my father is still alive to see my kids grow. Eventhough we had really tough times, REALLY tough times at home under one roof, i believe i will never be happier not knowing, or seeing my father, not feeling his touch, even as a child.I pray for his health and longevity...
..about how Nabi Muhammad SAW diuji dengan kelaparan sejak usia dini..masih kecil, Alhamdulillah, my tummy is always full.Sometimes tend to overeat, even worst, hutang puasa waktu remaja masih belum terbayar. Suka makan tapi jarang bersyukur..
..about how Nabi Muhammad SAW dewasa dengan kematian si ibu, i pondered and thought about how i sia-sia kan pengorbanan my mum. I remembered throwing tantrums at her, then not talking to her, deliberately slicing her heart to pieces when i turned my back on her and just leaved her.
Though she did not seem to care, i know it hurts. I know it hurts..
instead of just appreciating just music, will cleanse the humongous dirt in my heart, purifying it.
I wanna see my dear Nabi Muhammad ( and especially Nabi Yusof..hehehe ) and all the para2 Nabi in the hereafter.
