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Sunday, December 30, 2007
Welcoming 2008 with the song from Anthrax...
It has been quite a rough journey for me in 2007. There are good times no doubt but to me, 2007 has been a year that tested my patience the most, and these hardships doesnt seem to make me even stronger, but i guess, more limp than ever.This year has brought many tears and heartaches, breaking up in close relationships, a lot of negative feelings let known, a lot of dirty secrets unfolded.

On a better note, Alhamdulillah, i've accomplished some of the things that is needed to be, even before nearing the end of 2007. But of cos, there are still other things yet to be solved. More about clearing my mind, my feelings, to forget and to forgive, to accept.. sometimes i felt that i want to rebel again and be like how i used to. ANd not to suffer in silence. But i guess, there is no time for that. I have better things to do for the people i love.

Right now, its welcoming a better year ahead, i hope it will make me a better I, make him a better he, make her a better she, make them a better they, make us all a better we...

NOt forgetting, may the people on Earth make the world a better place, and like Miss Universe, i'd say WORLD PEACE..

..and this song from Anthrax would make my day any day...


~ { 8:51 PM }
vintage.. classical beauty..;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYRA DEARIE...!!!
I hope i'm not too late to wish my dearie little niece, Ayrasafiyyah a happy 1 year old birthday!!



May yu be a year prettier, smarter, and in no time you will be walking and running!!

Play well and have fun while you are young sweety..play as you learn and you will be as smart as your Kak Putri and Abang I-im..hehehehe...

More pictures of the birthday bash will be uploaded soon..


~ { 6:32 PM }
vintage.. classical beauty..;

Thursday, December 27, 2007
Reminiscing The Past, Benazir Bhutto, and Scorpion's In Trance...
Today i have lotsa of mix feelings about many things. Looking around me, i suddenly felt that the world is really rushing on us. Suddenly little kids are holding on to handphones, doing video confrencing, playing PSP, listening to Ipod, MP4, Notebooks...bukan notebook paper kecik tu..

..I suddenly missed the times when i rewinded my walkman pakai pen, in case the battery runs flat Lmfao..

..and when i changed my walkman to a CDplayer..mcm gah gitu, esp yang ade auto disc change tu..

...sape lagi pakai pager kat sini...and yea..we used to hang around the public phones pakai "keting" syiling, then the hype of public phones with phonecards..(abeh nak messaage pakai pager..u know the codes i love yu bole type 17-31707-1... atau 143... i miss u lak jadi 1-177155-4...eh nak maki dulu pon pakai nombor la sey..khikihkihkih... kesian... nasib baik ade handphone skerg...

...and dont yu dare forget the super mario bros nintendo..and the cowboy bang bang game..wild west i think..u know the one that made such a loud sound when u lost..

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As i wrote this, I was appalled and devastated to learn that Benazir Bhutto was assassinated Thursday after addressing a large gathering of her supporters. The suicide bomb attack also killed at least 22 others, doctors claimed. It was not immediately clear if Bhutto died from shots fired before the blast, or from wounds caused by bomb shrapnel. It was really a heartbreaking news and i pray that this killing will not cause more chaos.. but it seems that it this death might make things turn uglier...

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..and today, i suddenly have the urge to listen to Scorpion's In Trance, cos i remembered wen i was at a very tender age, i sang it , " Im in a train......" Lmfao...

So here..
Scorpion: In Trance
I wake up in the morning
And the sun begins to shine
The day did sneak up on the night
I see your face and I see myself
And I get a little taste of life
I try to stand it for a while

But Im in a trance
Hey baby tell me cant you hear me calling
Im in a trance
I take too much in the saturday night
Hey... hey
Hey baby tell me cant you hear me calling
Im in a trance
I wanna try to stop this life

I feel so sad Im feeling down
On the radio the music plays
Im in love with her and I feel fine
I close my eyes
I think today is getting better with a sip of wine
And I can stand it for a while

When Im in a trance
Hey baby tell me cant you hear me calling
Im in a trance
I take too much in the saturday night
Hey... hey
Hey baby tell me cant you hear me calling
Im in a trance
I wanna try to stop this life

Im in a trance
Hey baby tell me cant you hear me caling
Im in a trance
I take too much in the saturday night
Hey...hey
Hey baby tell me cant you hear me calling
Im in a trance
I wanna try to stop this life


~ { 9:10 PM }
vintage.. classical beauty..;

Thursday, December 13, 2007
bunyi sama..rintangan hidup shot in the dark..


~ { 3:13 AM }
vintage.. classical beauty..;

Saturday, December 08, 2007
Berpijak di bumi nyata..i realise i'm getting old.
*on your speaker

I was entitled for a free Compaq Presario Desktop with a 15" LCD Monitor as a MaxOnline customer, continuing my Premium Plan at a cheaper S$65.06 per month for 28 month's contract. Currently I'm paying for $76 (excluding 7% GST). I opted to add $129 for a 19' inch monitor cos 15" is just too small for me. The collection yesterday went smoothly with some hiccups though along the way..

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Last night before i went to bed, i thought i wanna clear my fat wallet which is full of papers instead of notes cos my wallet is suppose to accomodate my wealth, not traces of atm withdrawals or sinful expenditures. Anyway..as i rummaged thru that quite a "hefty" (exaggerate sket.. ) pile of paper junks i was smiling to myself when i noticed quite a number of grocery list. On one torned paper wrote " egg, biscuits, milo, pampers, ..etc.." Another one wrote, " egg (again) , dishwashing liquid, shampoo, Clorox, cereals, pampers(again), ..bla bla bla.." Then terselit again few other grocery lists..on top of many many receipts of atm withdrawals, receipts from the grocery stores and supermarkets.



Then i started laughing to myself cos if i were clearing piles of paper junks in my wallet 10 years ago, it will be torn papers with phone numbers of guys i know on the streets, cinema tix, 4D tix..

and more guys' phone numbers ..Lmfao..

Though phone numbers are stored in handphones now, I'm glad i dun keep that habit of ' kenal2 and keep number' like when i was a teen.
You know, courtship life was the best.



Whatever it is, I'm glad it's all over..




Berpijak di bumi nyata..i realise i'm getting old.


~ { 4:20 AM }
vintage.. classical beauty..;