aku emo...aku gembeng...aku cengeng..aku bingit...aku sedih...
*On Your Speaker
Really it feels like a mirror image, how you are being treated now. That was how i it used to be for me. I was in all places, mind and body.Especially at a tender age.
They did not seem to care. Or so it seemed. It might not be.
Whatever the reason was for their lack of compassion, lack of tact, lack of sensitivity, i know now the root of it all was my folly. Now its yours, so you gotta face it.
I know now my life seemed better than yours, but being the closed kin, i could feel the pinch and hurt. The feeling of rejection, unloved, despised, condemned, that look they gave at the corner of their eyes when they speak. That glint. The way they started blaming you for whatever consequences. Raking up the past.
Believing and trusting the one-and-only-pain-in -the-arse-you-know-who, when that person equally doesn't care. He doesn't even exist to be exact.
Brace yourself, just ignore their sarcasm. Even as a child we did not even like
it there, so work hard to escape the gate of doom. Again.
Even till now , i feel that our existence seems like a burden. Everything they did might not be sincere. Even till now, it's still better to live apart. Cos, we can't understand each other because you only listen to yourselves. It's okay though. We never hate you. We love you and we know you love us too.
Or maybe you just prefer to be distant. Prefer not to show that you care.
One thing for sure, some relations are mend to be broken, probably unable to resolve. I wonder how long this will last.
Is this the best you people can do to save our relationship?
Is he your best choice?
The one? The apple of your eye?
If that's it..
i need to SPIT!
dah la...
aku emo...aku gembeng...aku cengeng..aku bingit...aku sedih...
aku dah ngantuk...
