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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

I nEEd To LEt ouT a PRIMAL SCREAM...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGHHHHHHHH...!!
Semalam baru first day je dah mintak tolong jiran to send my son to school cos its raining, and I can't handle it. And today, everything is smooth but its just the second day and my body ache like mampus sey. Seriously, i could feel this 'nyut-nyut' kat my left leg. My tengkuk cramp, probably from tidur duduk tym breastfeeding, i dun like to feed him lying down cos wen i do dat, the whole bed, as well as my baju and him will be drenched with my milk. Then kena salin and cuci lagi cadar.. tedious sey. My pinggang is soooooooooooooo super sakit sey. Senang cakap, aching all over! Headaches.. cramps.. aarrghhh..!! Today Nashrul pulak petang2 nangis je.. maybe cos im feeling moody today sey.Just dun feel like talking to anyone. I even tersnapped at iim for talking too much. I just have to control myself. I have to stop being too sensitive over small litle things. I think its probably my aching body dat causes me to wanna let out a primal scream. Its soo warm even on rainy days. Aircon doesnt work. Even with the fan on my face, it doesnt stop me from perspiring like hell! Dah la sakit2 badan, berpeluh, baby crying, iim so noisy, plus the multiple trips to and from school.. so let me heave a sigh first.. then let me breathe in some air.. and allow to AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!


~ { 7:57 PM }
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