Taken Date : 20/05/2007








Sighs...

Mohamed Nashrullah@Asyrory has been warded since Thursday. Initially it was due to jaundice.. reading taken dat tym wat a 365. According to them, the safe reading for jaundice level for a newborn baby 4 days old is 200. The wait was hell.. the nurses and docs was explaining the same old thing ...dari polyclinic, sampai ke A&E..sampai ke ward..they've been explaining the same old thing. You know how the O blood group wen mix with the AB group will fuse out this jaundice bla bla bla... ended up the wasted precious tym to do the fototheraphy thing on my baby. DAt was the worst waiting day in my history. Dah la dalam hari, first, wait at the poly to test darah to check jaundice. Then Wait at the A&E.. then WAIT for doc to see baby. WAIT for baby to push to ward. MIND YOU the WAIT tu bukan minutes tau.. berejam ar..!! okayla.. maybe paling kejap is like 45 minutes? ha.. idiot kan? We have to WAIT so long for the machine.

It was a sad sight..cos i cant feed him, or carry him wen he cried during the procedure. I broke down. He had his eyes covered..his feet and hands pricked...haiz...kecik2 kena poke sana poke sini..
Just look at that. (see left Taken Date 24/05/2007) Naked, blue, hungry, blindfolded..such a heart wrenching sight..
So while he was on that, we registered his name..and yea..u guessed it..WAIT again...
The worst wait was waiting for the results. And despite the phototheraphy, his jaundice level increased again. From 395 to 410! We had to make a big decision of letting him do a blood transfusion. Which of cos had lots of risk. The risk of infection, risk or pottassium, calcium inbalance..and many other complications, including death. It was really the worst day of my life. I was crying a lot, my mind was really unstable, it really felt like i'm gonna lose my baby. Alhamdulillah..kudos to Dr Ng and Dr Simon, my baby underwent the blood transfusion and righht now his jaundice level is a safe 138. BUT, he got a slight fever pulak..! So, kena check lagi blood dia.. and true enough, after testing his FBC, his blood platelets ade problems lak. His white blood cells are higher, so they have to inject in antibiotics for 5 days. Bother!!!!! So currently ive been to and from the hospital just for him..sehari tak tgk dia..its very painful..sakit di hati, di jiwa, mata, dan buah dada ku...

I MISS MY BABY!!! Pray he will be back home safe and sound.. as soon as possible...


(Picture taken while breastfeeding at the hospital.. Taken Date 25/05/2007)










(Picture taken bila disuntik antibiotics..Taken Date 26/05/2007 in hospital)