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Wednesday, February 14, 2007


Okay if you can't fulfill your promises, then don't even say "I promise.." You know how disappointed and cheated i felt. How cruel.. How dare you people do this kinda thing to me!!

Let me declare how hard it is to be a perfectionist and a saint all at once. I dunno how it happens but i realize its killing me, because im occupied and surrounded by imperfections and sinners..i can't even put them to right. Like an ex-convict who tries to preach. You know how bad it sounds? But hey, can't i change and help you as well? Why do u people have to even rake my past, remind me of my bad doings, my sins? Why cant you people accept me as the NEW me? Why? And why when i point out ur bad you have to twist it and point it back at me and say " you've done it too, now shut up and stop preaching." How nasty and insensitive can you people be? And you dare call yourselves my loved ones? If i know this is stressing me real bad, i wont even bother, i wont bother your lives, i wont bother being a better me for you. Cos y? You people are retardardly inconsistent with no personality and attitude and best of all, great hypocrites..who show your mighty good front but in fact, you guys are the worst. OK i will get the credit for your nonsense, because, who doesnt know me? The sinner? And will always remain one.. Even if you do it, ill get the blame, cos i influenced it. Tell me is it fair????!!
Ill tell ya..i will slowly but surely let go and stop to care. You'll see.

~ { 11:40 AM }
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