____xX LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM AND NOT FOR WHO I WAS..COS NOW IM WASTED.. Xx____
~`♥ AzaleA's Pr0fiLe
AzaleA...a flower
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So Attached..
Not Lookin..
but Always Courted and Lusted..
Pretty,sweet,tactful...
~`♥ AzaleA LiKeS
foods music company hearing the strums of the guitar criticising ( but i dun lack praisal though)
the moon,the sun,the sky trees,unique leaves,the smell of the rain...and yea..the clapping sound of the thunder
~`♥ AzaleA HaTeS
how the time moves so fast
cockroaches
bad odour
~`♥ AzaleA WiShEs
new hp
new mp3
lots of money
to know the future..
to know in what state will i end my life...
Tadi siang at 3pm, Sham just asked us to follow him cos he wanna bring the kids to somewhere 'special'. Sya Sya and Iim were excited and cos they longed for a swim, their excitement was extreme when he asked them to bring extra clothes and towel. I had no idea where he is bringing them either and i followed suit. Confident mesti ajak dorang swimming, i brought their swimming 'gears' la..and sun screen. I asked him, when we reach there will it be a "Wooooww.." trip ke atau " Ala...."(boring) trip. He just smiled and say just wait and see jer..Jauh pulak tu the distance, but bila masok Jurong East je..macam dah agak dah..then i said.."Ooooh...Pegi Singapore Science Centre..ler.. "Lol . Pasal bawak baju tu cos we nak main2 air kat Waterworks tu ..hahaha.. okla tu daripada takde..The kids memang suka main air..so happy la dorang tu!!
LOL baru2 malu2 nak kasi basah...
Dah naik syiok terus lepak duduk main with the air..jelesnyerr... i wish i cud join em..
Can you see the rainbow?
And then he sempat asked us, so..was it a "Wooow.." trip ke "Ala..."(boring ) trip? Syasya terus jawab, "woowooowoowoww!!" Iim pun ikut jugak.."wowowowowowoww" lol.. Budak2 tu memang tak cerewet..as long as its out..no complains! But i could see they really had fun.
After that splish splash fun, we window-shopped at the gift shops at the Centre.(lotsa kewl brainy, fun and innovative gifts..) Lepas tu we head to McDonald's and fill us up to the max. (Very lapar..!!)
Such a tiring day it was..for the kids and us too. For me, it was hectic cos my legs were painful and heavy. For Sham, he hadn't had his sleep yet since Saturday, lol..(dapat jugak tangkap ikan 'tembam pipi'..geez..weird name but hehe, mane tau anak dalam perut pon tembam pipi jugak..!)
~ { 12:59 PM } vintage.. classical beauty..;
Saturday, February 24, 2007
check dis out...! Don't they look alike? On the right is American Idol Season 6 top 24 finalist, Sanjaya Malakar, 17. And on the right is ehem.. Tajul Ariffin Maricar, 7 going 8..lol..(okaylah tu satu Malakar, satu Maricar kah kah kah .. ) That's my sis's son actually.. they have the same smile kan? So sweet..
tengok tu..so very the sama..lol.. dah besar mesti ensem si Tajul ni..
~ { 6:11 PM } vintage.. classical beauty..;
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Okay if you can't fulfill your promises, then don't even say "I promise.." You know how disappointed and cheated i felt. How cruel.. How dare you people do this kinda thing to me!!
Let me declare how hard it is to be a perfectionist and a saint all at once. I dunno how it happens but i realize its killing me, because im occupied and surrounded by imperfections and sinners..i can't even put them to right. Like an ex-convict who tries to preach. You know how bad it sounds? But hey, can't i change and help you as well? Why do u people have to even rake my past, remind me of my bad doings, my sins? Why cant you people accept me as the NEW me? Why? And why when i point out ur bad you have to twist it and point it back at me and say " you've done it too, now shut up and stop preaching." How nasty and insensitive can you people be? And you dare call yourselves my loved ones? If i know this is stressing me real bad, i wont even bother, i wont bother your lives, i wont bother being a better me for you. Cos y? You people are retardardly inconsistent with no personality and attitude and best of all, great hypocrites..who show your mighty good front but in fact, you guys are the worst. OK i will get the credit for your nonsense, because, who doesnt know me? The sinner? And will always remain one.. Even if you do it, ill get the blame, cos i influenced it. Tell me is it fair????!! Ill tell ya..i will slowly but surely let go and stop to care. You'll see.
